what i want

1. get out of this downward spiral funk
2. go to India, grow a beard
3. hear from my friends… email, message, anything... good or bad.. no one writes
4. touch the abstract, be mad
5. travel, be lonely, drink alone in bars
6. feel human skin taste human breath
7. break out.. get found under a bridge.. an authentic modern martyr
8. stop caring about consequences so much
9. find a bag of jewels, throw it away again
10. get found out and be all through the papers
11. continue the conversation.. speaking is medicine for anything
12. make magic. cast a spell on someone and have them cast a spell back
13. find out where the hurt is, mend it
14. to die, to die, just to feel it, just to know it